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Monday, July 27, 2009

Again?

so are we really going to go through this again?
do you really want to cause us heartache again?
we're not even over it, and you're going back?
what ever happened to the promises, or our pain?
it didn't matter.
he's all you think about.
you disgust me.
what good did he do to you?
nothing.
my heart can only be filled with disgust and rejection.
my respect & trust for you is completely gone.
why must you do this to us?


she's dying of heartache right now.
& you just want to accumulate to her pain.
how dare you?
she won't shed another tear for you.
i can promise you that.

i strongly dislike you.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Intruder

the confusion you bring to me is unbearable
you haunt my dreams every night
i wish you would have left me alone
but you came back.
why?
i was fine before you and even after you
but why have you found me again
and sparked those feelings back
when i hid them deep for a reason
it's funny how you come back
just to make me fall in love with you all over again
i am frightened to sleep
knowing that you will appear
and i won't be able to wake myself
from a beautiful dream that will only cause me to ache later
how i wished you would have never returned

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Silence

He came home again angry as he could ever be. Ran past us and didn't even say "Hello." I wondered what had we done to cause him to be so angry. But we had done nothing wrong.
Oh Great! here we go again. Days have passed and still no reason why so much anger.

Can't he see the pain he causes? Can't he see the tears dropped from her eyes? Can't he see the loneliness and frustration caused by his anger?

As i see her cry and cry, i am filled with an unbearable gush of pain. My heart aches as more tears flow so smoothly down her cheeks. The pain is too strong for both of us to hold. Now his poison has spread through me. Anger, now, fills my heart. He has contaminated me.

I am in ragging mode searching for him to give us an answer. This has gone too far; he can't keep hurting her this way.

He arrives more angry than ever, but my anger has not yet subsided. Confrontation is what my heart tells me to do, but she begs for silence.
I don't want to hurt her anymore than he has already. Silence, that's all.

The anger slowly fades away from my heart, but it only keeps growing in his heart.